virginity has always been a strange and sort of awkward subject for me...why not breech the impass of bloghood by throwing these random thoughts in this virgin blog.
i kept my virginity until i was 21. the first sex i had was horrible. we had to pray afterward. it wasn't until years later that i understood that sex didn't have to be so emotional. i am 27 now.
that's just too much to talk about in the morning with a throbbing toothache.
i have been blogging on myspace for a while now, and i thought it was about time to open my horizons and put it out here. i had found this one guys blog the other day and thought wow that is some beautiful shit. i need to start writing a bit more from my heart and discard all the weird relationship complaints....maybe i feel this is a better forum to do it in for some reason. maybe i will be able to write some poetry and not erase it before publishing.