i awoke from my non-drunken stooper at 3pm today. cleaned the place up a bit and went to an informational meeting about yoga teacher training. i am so excited. i really want to do it. i just need to keep focused on school for now and graduate. i am so unsure of what the future holds as far as career and all. i keep trying to plan it all out, it that just doesn't work. just trying to go for what i really want and make that work. i want to become a therapist and i would love to teach yoga. there are so many little steps to get there, but at least i am moving in the right direction, or any direction for that matter.
last night was a lot of fun. i realized how many great friends i have and have had for years and the new ones too, are so appreciated. for some strange reason i have just felt really grateful for the connections that i do have. even before the party, i spoke with becky, one of my high school best friends that i had lost touch with and recently reunited with. make new friends, but keep the old. one is silver and the other's gold. (damn, girl scouts songs!)
it was interesting to be sober through the whole night. to see everyone through the stages of the party. being a hostess is tiring, but it was much better when i wasn't puking, crying or just drinking too much. the evening had such highlights as the karate kid love theme....catching dave staring at my boobs, singing oasis, and just being silly.